UninspiredWednesday, February 16, 2011
For many years I've always set my mind not to expect, as it will only lead to frustration, disappointment, and depression. This worked for me as I am a kind of person who has higher expectations and if it was not accomplished, I get disappointed big time. That's how I am, and I know it's not good. Nobody's perfect and no situation are perfect, I am aware of that. However, I have always believed that you can always do your best in anything, or you can take an extra mile for it to make it better. May it not be perfect, but it can be the best of the best!
Yesterday was different. I forgot all about this, I've expected so much on something that I can and want to do that made me totally forgot the other option. Perhaps, too much excitement made me think that it will happen the way that I want to!
Then reality hit me. I didn't know that I was too focused on something. Now it's slowly sinking in, and YES! I am frustrated and sad... Then I have to remind myself "You can't have it your way, you need to consider other things. There's no room for you to be scared. You have to be strong! You need to be strong... for yourself and for everyone. God will make a way. Have faith."
I know I’ll be back; it’ll just take time until I have accepted the "other" option. And I know that I can… for me, for my baby, and for my hubby.